"I'm Scared."

For the last year or so, when things get hard, I find myself talking to God. Most often I find myself saying, "Father, I'm scared." Most of the feelings I have I associate with one word, this word is associated with many different kinds of fear. Many different kinds of scared.

So I realized just now: I live in fear.

Guess now I have something to talk to SB about. Woo hoo. (sarcasm)

If you're reading this, please pray for me. thanks.

J.B.O.: I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I'm sorry I was so afraid. I told Him many times I was afraid of you, maybe things would have been different if I hadn't been. Third time's a charm? We'll see next year, won't we.