Back To Forgetting

Sarah.

Is today really her birthday?

Yes it is. I remember now.

[I click on her page.]

Before today the last wall post was April 17th.

That's a long time.

I wonder if it'll take 3 years before someone goes a month without writing on Michael's wall.

Michael.

[I go to his page.]

Look at all the people who remember him.

They remember him enough to write on his wall.

And his family, Oh.

I really should pray for them more often.

It still doesn't feel real.

I wonder what he would say about all the anxiety I have.

Seems like he's still alive.

I still can't believe he's dead.

Looks like people are going back to Japan.

He really enjoyed his time there

I remember talking to him about my Scotland trip.

He begged me to go to Japan instead.

I kinda wish I'd gone.

Oh well.

Oh. I've read these already.

The ones about graduation.

I still can't believe his family went.

I wonder how that must have felt.

I cannot imagine.

[Then the oven goes off and I turn on the TV before putting my food in. Now my mind is back to the unimportant things in life. Now I'm back to forgetting.]